I feel like I am good at that.Beyonce had made politically charged statements before this, but “Formation” felt like her most explicit. I just never know what to say anymore, either I am feeling like the bad guy for wanting her to focus on school or being the crutch that gets pulled out only when needed. It is hard being the strong one in a relationship because the other person starts to think you never falter or have need of them. The other day I called wanting to talk, and when she called me back after I missed her, she went on for over twenty minutes about herself and then said she had to go and left before I got a chance to say anything I wanted to. Sometimes I just feel like she just expects me to always be there so a lot of attention gets turned to other things in her life. She loves to dance so much and will dance with any guy she can get her hands on, and the thought just makes me feel so.queasy. But I see dancing as such an intimate activity, with you being so close, touching, eyes on each other. I don't believe it comes from any controlling part of me, I have no qualms with her going to eat with a male friend or spending time with one. She and I have had the this talk before, but I do get uncomfortable with the idea of her dancing with all these strangers. I just don't like the thought of her at some wedding when she has other matters to attend to.Īlso, I know she will dance her heart out at the wedding. I feel like a grinch around her sometimes, having to be the voice of reason. I feel bad because I don't want to be the spoiler of fun by saying I wouldn't advise going, what with her having a test Monday in a class she hasn't been able to pass, so I don't know what to do. This weekend she is going to a wedding as a date of a friend. Just a few months ago, it was like pulling teeth just to bring up the idea of getting to see each other but now suddenly she's taking trips every weekend. She cannot seem to pass some of the classes she takes, but she has all the time to have cooking parties and make trips.
I just do not understand what goes on with her. She says she will do things but conveniently finds reason to never do any of them. I try to help but it never seems to stick, whenever she says she will take my advice she ends up ignoring it. I just.I'm not sure what I can do for her anymore. I have been increasingly frustrated with my girlfriend lately.
#Everybody know it hurts to grow up song tv#
AMC has been kicking so much TV ass of late. None of them are drop dead gorgeous models, but they are real, true, and sometimes very creepy people. They all show joy, anger, frustration, and sadness in these wonderfully created arcs for each person. What I love most is how real all of the characters are. Its this gripping account of a murder in Seattle and all the people involved with the case.
I also got to sit down and watch the first season of The Killing, which has just amazed me. Its a wonderfully written show with a great cast that always finds a way to stay fresh and invigorating.
I got to catch up in Community, which if you have not, please do yourself the favor and watch it. For the first time in a long time I feel unstoppable. It was a great feeling to be able to tell my mentor that I am finally able to make him proud. It's a bit of a turn from the big city life I have been enjoying up to now, but I have a wonderful space and a house that I will be renting. I got a theatre and speech position in Clarendon, Tx. I feel so vindicated that all the hard work I have suffered through is finally paying off. That is due in part to the job I have bee working as well as the rather busy state of affairs in my recent life.įirst, I got a teaching job. SO, it has been a very long time since I have written anything here.
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